4TH

 

Up until now, I still can't seem to fully grasp the thought that you are now mine. What a wonderful privilege it is to say yes to you back then. I would like to believe that even if we met each other on our parallel universes, even if we met each other on our past lives, one thing would remain constant and that is I would always, always say yes to you. When I met you, I was able to piece together how I tried to look for you in every lifetime and how I find you now in all my futures. When I met you, it's as if my soul has stopped circumnavigating because finally, it found its home. You are home. You are my home. You are where I can strip off my strong, independent mask and just be human. You are where my shortcomings and failures are embraced. You are where my dents, scratches, and cracks are celebrated. You are where my past is something to be learned and not something to be punished. You are where my messed up self finds healing. I always wish that I should have met you sooner. I should have waited for you. I wanted to change things but the universe has its mysterious way of orchestrating things. I feel like everything in my life has led me to you--my choices, my heartbreaks, my regrets, everything. Now, when I look back, all those things seem worth it because if I had done one thing, just one thing, differently, I might never have met you. Brilliant accidents happen every now and then. I'm glad it's you.

They say "Take a lover who looks at you like maybe you are magic". It may be true that I look at you like you are magic but darling, you are not just magic. You make our everyday magic. Thank you for letting me experience what magic is for the past 4 months. I can't wait to experience a lifetime of magic with you.

There's a million little reasons why everyday with you is magic. One thing I know is that the marvel of marvels is you call me your beloved--and this is beyond magic. There's a million little reasons why I love you and it's a joy to know that we have a lifetime to spend together so I can let you know why.

I love you--always and in all ways.